Saviors who need to be savedCrawling in the darkcarefully looking around looking for people to helpwhile hoping to be foundsaving people from drowning When you can't even swimYou try to light their skyBut yours is just as grim try to help with their fightsWhen you can't win your ownBut I promise you sister.You are not aloneBecause I know how it feelsAnd I'm trynna do the sameWe need some helpAnd it's not a shameSo hold my handAnd don't make a soundLet's look for people to savewhile hoping to be found...
SilenceSilence.A language that everyone speaks. But one that we are not able to hear.A place where emotions and abandonment meet. Of which we are forced to confront our buried fears.There are no more lessons that the agents of society can teach. An infinite amount of words expressed through a solitary tear.People dish out advice but never practise what they preach. A language with the same traits as a hopeful prayer.A society where people judge others, as they sit back in their self proclaimed seats. They can no longer understand you and they aware of the darkness that draws near.Many lives led but we are all accompanied by the same drumbeat Maybe you don't want to be heard but people will forcefully lend an ear.Lips fused together, unint
letters on leaving.i wrote my first suicide letter in 10th grade.they told me it didn't count if you felt like dyingunless you had it down on paperlike a vetoed birth certificate.i've rewritten it enough times sinceto realize i could never leave with a proper goodbye.goodbye is too heavy a word for paper to holdand i was never brave enough for the kind of courage it takes to tell themwhy.why they weren't enough to keep me here.but i'm finally learning a different kind of bravery-the kind it takes tostay.stay.i learned to wear death like rope burn my junior yearmy senior year we became friends but i finally stopped cutting the insides of wristswhen i finally realized death never arrives on time,i started smoking when i turned 18to speed his arrivalbecause somedays, 15 less earth rotations around the sun sounds like a blessing.2 years later I'm still learning to let the self destructive habits goI stopped smoking againthrew the knife away and closed the toilet lid.learnin
Gender BlindGender BlindI'll make a promise, here todayTo love you, in every wayI'll always listen, to what you sayNo matter what, it'll be okayThis poem is to say, and tell everyone I knowThat in every way, I've started to growI'm seeing who I am, seeing where I want to goI'm listening to my heart, moving with the flowI realized somewhere, not too far along the lineThat boy or girl or anything else, for me will be fineIf I truly love you, I'll do anything to make you mineAnd I'll be hoping, that you won't declineTruth be told, I'm gender blindNo matter what, I will be kindIf you stay with me, soon you'll findWhat it's like, to be gender blind.
Anxiety DisorderI feel worthless, useless.A pest, a weight, ruining everything.I feel broken, shattered, like glass.I have no hope, no light.Feeling like running away.From everything that curses me.I don't feel like living with this anymore.I feel like falling, endlessly, into the ocean.Under the waves, choking, drowning.Where I try to lift my hands up.My body is heavy, my mind is scrambled.I don't think normally anymore.The words don't have a proper sentence.I listen to their poison lies, over and over.I can't do much else, it's the only thing in my head.I've wished and worked hard.To no avail have my efforts been.So I suffer night after night.Day after day, time after time.I will continue to suffer, I fear, always.Forever. I don't think I'll ever get better.I feel like surrendering. I feel like choking.I don't feel like I'm alive anymore.I feel like I'm dead inside.The emotions I once had, that were strong.I still feel them, but this stress gets in the way.No matter what I
Whose Name Is Darth VaderIn the final day of despair.Lost hope and harsh deathsThe pain of many younglingsThe torn heart of a motherUnable to hear her crying mewling babies.Unable to save them.Or him.From that monster.That monster whose name is Darth Vader.Thou art not human.Not man of flesh or born of woman,A mixture of mechanics,Technology and dark magic,Born from the ashesOf a once great chosen one.His mind is ticking,Whirling like C3PO,But in a place where gold has no path to tread.She knew! She knew!The good deep inside.She would surrender to him.Her life was over!The heartless monster left in his place,How was a broken snow white queen able to fight him?So she waits on the other side,Knowing Vader will breathe on.But when Luke is ready...Anakin will pull through.
Hey Remember Me?Hey remember me?I'm lonelyWithout anyone to talk to,Yeah we met last weekI'm so gladYou actually remembered me.Hey remember me?I'm happyThat we could hang out.I know it mightSeem a bit strange to askBut are we friends?Yeah?!Thank goodnessNow I can be at easeYou’re really here with meIt wasn't just a tease.Hey remember me?I'm weirdJust a little bit thoughI thought you liked meBecause of thatBecause of the way I amRight?Hey remember me?I'm tryingTo keep up a smileBut it’s getting pretty hardBecause every once in awhileIt seems like all you wantIs for me to cry.Is that what a friend does?Hey remember me?Please say you doI'm your friendAnd all that entailsSo I can take themAll your continual assailsAs long as you remember meI doubt my heart will fail.Hey remember me?I'm being forgottenThough I suppose that means you don'tYou never doNever even try toEven after all I've begged of youEven after all we've been throughYou treat me like
WhalesThere once was a whale named Whalson.He liked to swim.He swam a lot.Unfortunately he lost his pod.That's the last we ever heard form Whalord.